January 2010
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Taking decisions is fucking hard?
Considering on where it will take you; whether it’s the right one or not, and when you got it wrong you swore you’ll never do the same mistake.
But, was it wrong? What if it actually is leading you to a better path, an unseen, formerly hidden one? Or, if frankly it is completely wrong and irredeemable, will you ever forgive yourself over the fault?
Have you ever been too afraid to...
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In the end
I will always grace the memories, and I refuse to grace you.
I’ll be the one to break myself, I’ll break my own heart so no one should ever bother trying to break it.
I’ll never stop calculating and manipulating, as I won’t stop dreaming and hoping.
I will always ask people what to do, but in the end, I’ll do everything based on my own decision.
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“We’re hanging on for a countable range of time. Maybe one day we’ll...”
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Still and will always wonder.
we met & months passed, giving us time to have a thing for each other. but one appeared to give up because of one and another thing. the other can only shrug her shoulders and try to hum along.
another set of months passed & on a midnight, one asked the other about things; the things that happened in the past. the things that led to an important matter. the other catches the hint, and did...
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I think they call it..
I stopped dwelling on the past since it’s no use.
I’m not strong enough to think about the future since it won’t be you, I won’t be with you.
now your presence is the present. I’m grateful. the amount of everything is perfect. I love everything you did and everything you didn’t do. I’m comfortable with you being apathy, with us being apathy, and how I...
“Love comes when you least expect it. Love doesn’t force you.”
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When you're around,
I feel like the happiest person. I feel like the world’s worth living in.
anyone could go & say that I look ugly, but no I feel the best, I am laughing.
I feel the worst if I let you down or ever see you frown.
the littlest things with the maxed out sweetness have completely made me fuddled.
you don’t have to change, everything feels already right.